Himeros TV - In The Closet
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As we first began to notice that we were attracted to men, many of us had to hide that desire from everyone in our outside worlds. We lived in secret compartments and acted underneath a hush of deep fear. Coming out of the closet, no matter how easy or difficult, occurs in stages, layers, like breath. So much of our formative sexual experiences were secrets, stealing little pieces of our truths whenever we could scavenge them, and hoarding them within our private minds, we suffered under the weight of shame. We got really good at being sneaky-casting a stealthy sideways glance in a locker room or sauna, spying on our or friends, interpreting silent "welcome" signals in public restrooms, covering our tracks, often longing for connection amidst a teeming social network that could not celebrate our truths with us. When we live in the closet, we learn to keep our desires hidden, sometimes even from our own selves. We might have sculpted a sexual appetite for anonymity, for games that express how it felt to spy and keep secrets. Owning our desires to be secretive and practicing them in a healing way can really turn us on and result in explosively hot sex. It can be so exciting to imagine our boyfriends getting fucked by other men. We may fantasize about being cheated on. We might enjoy the shock of our partners' secret longings. Cuckold fantasies and scenes are increasingly circulating in queer communities. As, together, we heal and open, we claim pleasure in celebrating the individual and collective paths we have taken in order to come out into the open. Since we have always been on the margins of culture, as a whole, we are also expressive our sexual shadows in dynamic ways! It's fun to spy! This scene can be a really fun role play with boyfriends, fuck buddies, partners, or even in the privacy of your own minds as we self-pleasure! When we consciously engage with these parts of ourselves and our personal stories, we can have fun in a way that respects the boundaries and wishes of everyone involved. This video features Logan Cross, Cade Maddox and Men exclusive Diego Sans. Owning Our Desires to Be Secretive: I came out seventeen years ago. And yet, there are certain things that I can remember like yesterday. For one, being in the closet taught me to be secretive. After all, I went to an all boys school and had Catholic parents. Fulfilling my sexual desires meant sneaking around. It meant chatting with guys on the internet, taking naked pictures when no one was home and making up stories about 'friends' that I was visiting. Nowadays, my life is open and free. And while I wouldn't trade that freedom for anything, I have to admit that there was something hot about sneaking around and being secretive. There was a certain thrill that intensified the sex and made everything just a little bit hotter. Today's video is titled In The Closet and features Logan Cross, Cade Maddox and Men exclusive Diego Sans. Check out the free preview of In The Closet. In the video, Diego hides in a literal closet - and spies on Logan and Cade who are having some incredible, gorgeous sex on a nearby bed. Wondering if Diego will get caught, you can't help but feel some of that intensified thrill. Of course, this video has a twist. The video ends with Cade, Logan and Diego in bed... together. The three are cuddling and basking in the afterglow. In other words, the implication is that Diego wasn't actually spying on Logan and Cade; instead, the three were acting out a fun scene or fantasy. Maybe Logan wanted to feel the excitement of being watched. Or maybe Diego wanted to see his partner enjoy another man. We don't really know. However, what we do know is this: Living in the closet has taught gay men to keep their desires hidden - not just from the world, but from ourselves. And owning those desires to be secretive - and practicing those desires in a healing way, as demonstrated in this video - can result in some explosively hot sex. This week's video is pretty special. It features Men exclusive Diego Sans along with Logan Cross and Cade Maddox. It's about owning our desires to be secretive, and features some passionate, toe-curling sex and a gorgeous ejaculation. You won't want to miss it. The concept was created by Finn Deerhart.
As we first began to notice that we were attracted to men, many of us had to hide that desire from everyone in our outside worlds. We lived in secret compartments and acted underneath a hush of deep fear. Coming out of the closet, no matter how easy or difficult, occurs in stages, layers, like breath. So much of our formative sexual experiences were secrets, stealing little pieces of our truths whenever we could scavenge them, and hoarding them within our private minds, we suffered under the weight of shame. We got really good at being sneaky-casting a stealthy sideways glance in a locker room or sauna, spying on our or friends, interpreting silent "welcome" signals in public restrooms, covering our tracks, often longing for connection amidst a teeming social network that could not celebrate our truths with us. When we live in the closet, we learn to keep our desires hidden, sometimes even from our own selves. We might have sculpted a sexual appetite for anonymity, for games that express how it felt to spy and keep secrets. Owning our desires to be secretive and practicing them in a healing way can really turn us on and result in explosively hot sex. It can be so exciting to imagine our boyfriends getting fucked by other men. We may fantasize about being cheated on. We might enjoy the shock of our partners' secret longings. Cuckold fantasies and scenes are increasingly circulating in queer communities. As, together, we heal and open, we claim pleasure in celebrating the individual and collective paths we have taken in order to come out into the open. Since we have always been on the margins of culture, as a whole, we are also expressive our sexual shadows in dynamic ways! It's fun to spy! This scene can be a really fun role play with boyfriends, fuck buddies, partners, or even in the privacy of your own minds as we self-pleasure! When we consciously engage with these parts of ourselves and our personal stories, we can have fun in a way that respects the boundaries and wishes of everyone involved. This video features Logan Cross, Cade Maddox and Men exclusive Diego Sans. Owning Our Desires to Be Secretive: I came out seventeen years ago. And yet, there are certain things that I can remember like yesterday. For one, being in the closet taught me to be secretive. After all, I went to an all boys school and had Catholic parents. Fulfilling my sexual desires meant sneaking around. It meant chatting with guys on the internet, taking naked pictures when no one was home and making up stories about 'friends' that I was visiting. Nowadays, my life is open and free. And while I wouldn't trade that freedom for anything, I have to admit that there was something hot about sneaking around and being secretive. There was a certain thrill that intensified the sex and made everything just a little bit hotter. Today's video is titled In The Closet and features Logan Cross, Cade Maddox and Men exclusive Diego Sans. Check out the free preview of In The Closet. In the video, Diego hides in a literal closet - and spies on Logan and Cade who are having some incredible, gorgeous sex on a nearby bed. Wondering if Diego will get caught, you can't help but feel some of that intensified thrill. Of course, this video has a twist. The video ends with Cade, Logan and Diego in bed... together. The three are cuddling and basking in the afterglow. In other words, the implication is that Diego wasn't actually spying on Logan and Cade; instead, the three were acting out a fun scene or fantasy. Maybe Logan wanted to feel the excitement of being watched. Or maybe Diego wanted to see his partner enjoy another man. We don't really know. However, what we do know is this: Living in the closet has taught gay men to keep their desires hidden - not just from the world, but from ourselves. And owning those desires to be secretive - and practicing those desires in a healing way, as demonstrated in this video - can result in some explosively hot sex. This week's video is pretty special. It features Men exclusive Diego Sans along with Logan Cross and Cade Maddox. It's about owning our desires to be secretive, and features some passionate, toe-curling sex and a gorgeous ejaculation. You won't want to miss it. The concept was created by Finn Deerhart.
Added: 2019-04-03 • Views: 76 • Duration: 13:24
