Colton & Cole, Gauze 4: Pub Palace 1080p
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I envy Colton. He’s never been in the closet. Not really. I mean, it’s not like he came out when he was twelve or something, but he’s never had a girlfriend. Nobody has any expectations about him. Colton is just appetizing tiny Colton. My friend Sarah and I were a duo before I even realized it. “Childhood Sweethearts,” that’s what they call it. I doubt anybody will actually be surprised when Colton comes out. Our parents won't be rampant or anything when I come out, but they will be a tiny bit disappointed, because I let them have other hopes and expectations. Whatever our mommy may suspect about Colton, what she hopes for me is that somehow me and Sarah will come to our senses, get back together, be a “happy couple,” and give them grandkids to spoil. I wish it was that easy. I wish it was that effortless for myself. My homies aren’t homophobic, at least I don’t think so, but they are mostly straight. Being with Sarah gave me a taste of what it’s like to be a straight man; to just be normal, to just go with the stream and naturally be accepted, sans wondering what this person might think, or how that person will respond if they find out. I’m just not used to having to deal with that. I guess it’s kind of like taking up a fresh fitness and realizing that you are abruptly using muscles you didn’t know you had. My “gay muscles” are not that strong, and I’ve been lazy about exercising them.
I envy Colton. He’s never been in the closet. Not really. I mean, it’s not like he came out when he was twelve or something, but he’s never had a girlfriend. Nobody has any expectations about him. Colton is just appetizing tiny Colton. My friend Sarah and I were a duo before I even realized it. “Childhood Sweethearts,” that’s what they call it. I doubt anybody will actually be surprised when Colton comes out. Our parents won't be rampant or anything when I come out, but they will be a tiny bit disappointed, because I let them have other hopes and expectations. Whatever our mommy may suspect about Colton, what she hopes for me is that somehow me and Sarah will come to our senses, get back together, be a “happy couple,” and give them grandkids to spoil. I wish it was that easy. I wish it was that effortless for myself. My homies aren’t homophobic, at least I don’t think so, but they are mostly straight. Being with Sarah gave me a taste of what it’s like to be a straight man; to just be normal, to just go with the stream and naturally be accepted, sans wondering what this person might think, or how that person will respond if they find out. I’m just not used to having to deal with that. I guess it’s kind of like taking up a fresh fitness and realizing that you are abruptly using muscles you didn’t know you had. My “gay muscles” are not that strong, and I’ve been lazy about exercising them.
Added: 2025-02-08 • Views: 9 • Duration: 20:02
